Jai Rian talks about this song: “Living your life without God is not easy, things don’t seem to go as planned. Life can become dark and lonely, as if there’s a void present. Just like a home without a tenant, no one there to maintain the property, or pay the bills, leaving it abandoned. ¬†With no lights and no gas, that’s how I see our bodies without God in our hearts, an empty vessel. There was a time in my life that I felt abandoned, not because God abandoned me but because I abandoned God which in turn inspired the meaning behind this song. Life is so much more fulfilling when God is in your heart.”

Lyrics

Verse 1-
Broken windows boarded doors no ceilings and corroded floors. all aboard
all aboard I lost my way trying to find the lord. that caution tape all
around me cant cross the tape it wont allow me, without your love i’m
vacant and i cant believe you found me with a broken foundation i’m
praying that you can stay in my heart cause my heart is lonely like a
lifetime vacation. They say the heart is where the home is and my heart is
homeless I need you I need you to come and fill me up with your wholeness
yeah yeah yeah

Hook-
Abandoned without you i’m abandoned I use to be a bandit running the
streets wasting my time(wasting my time) Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned

I need you right now right now to come inside of my heart cause without
you i’m nothing without you i’m lost with out you i’m vacant i need you in
my life

Verse 2-
Broken glass shattered life no gas no lights fade to black from snow
white, its been like that my whole life i’m abandoned i’m a bandit bandana
in my jacket red flags blue flags but now i throw that white flag cause i
give it and i’m stranded like an island with no landing no airports no
traffic just me myself and i staring at the sky jealous of the birds cause
they can spread their wings and fly fly away so far away so far away and
never turn back i’m never going back since i have you now and if i let you
down please don’t abandoned me just live inside of me my canopy yeah

Hook-
Abandoned without you i’m abandoned I use to be a bandit running the
streets wasting my time(wasting my time) Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned

I need you right now right now to come inside of my heart cause without
you i’m nothing without you i’m lost with out you i’m vacant i need you in
my life

Outro-
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned
Abandoned oh i’m so abandoned

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